No more nice guy from steroids

I have an interesting perspective on steroid use that is like to share with everybody
I got into fitness around 18 years old and I started using steroids around 21 years old
I've used them for the past 4 years

I will say they change my body and they also change the way I approach life. When I am on them I don't feel pathetic and lonely and then when I come off of them I go back to feeling that way

also before I started using them I was very scared to go up to women but then when I use them I feel confident and it seems like women are more drawn to me

before you say it just has to do with me getting older and growing up well it literally happens within a week or days when I start using them or when I come off so I don't think that's a coincidence

what are your thoughts on this and have you experienced the same thing In your Life?